Looking back, that was one post full of unnecessary hatred. I can't believe I wrote something so bitter... And about a friend! A quick fact about me: the only reason why such an antisocial (and proud) prick like myself has any friends is because the few people I talk to can be sure that the way I deal with them is pretty much uniform. What this means is that even though they might not always give their very best to me, I'll be there for them when they need me (unless I'm in the bathroom, playing videogames, etc. but it's the intention what counts). A lot of people would rather give out as they receive, but I honestly never truly cared deeply about something to develop a sense of self-entitlement to anything... Or so I thought!
The whole dream thing is rubbish, it's worth mentioning that I did have a Twilight Zone moment when I found a similar table in a similar spot in a similar building with similar people, all so similar to my dream, but I was able to control myself and nothing happened. Anyway, just talked to my mate on the phone and we agreed to meet by the end of the week, so I think it's time to stop being hot headed about irrelevant things that are so mundane. Time to man up!
Oh, by the way, that doesn't mean I'm 100% over the fact that the person who was talking to my mate did smirk at me and giggled like a twat. That cheeky little cunt.
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